worser and worser. how to write this  dd when there are  questions most people would like the answers to...

namely... why on  earth were all th police cruizers here yesterday.

my answer is... i was awakened from my nap by janine who was in new jersey- telling me to go look at the deagle house.. which i d id... and was shocked to see it had been stripped of all the kennels- the chain link carefully piled and the wooden parts all sawed in chunks.

chuck driving the tractor was not what i would call friendly. and lynn g and jen stood down on the driveway....

i do not know what part of this  i missed, but i thought this was my farm... which had cost me great time and effort- and to have these 3 people decide to start carving it up ****** without one please or thank you*******...... it was a shocker.  

fact-- 

 for openers... i managed the fundraiser which deposited $1,988,000.  to SDP bank accounts- and never got a penny for me.(? this is the thanks??) 

SDP pays $1200 a month for  1/2 the barn-- kennels 1 to10 

 that $1200 is about half what i would get if i rented it to horse people.. 

i was, and am , very worried about the puppies i caused to be born into  this mess where chain link fence gets more attention.

twice now i have heard SDP staff member say "you are  lucky we let you live here"

that does strike me as inherently wrong.

to argue about  one 12 x 12 office would take more legal fees than we have.

 and just waiting it out til dec 24 is the cheapest way to go.

in spite of not arguing about my need for living on a first floor 

i will survive--- i have other things to do...

i will continue to "see '100 people a week in my new endeavorer of going to senior centers

and i can still back up a hay trailer----