Monday, February 5, 2018

feb 5 2018
lotsa cut and paste  so i i can get back to  thinking about poland.  goldie has been at work again--  camera person ELISHEVA is apparently getting a pup from this person in poland  and passed on the information to me-- all yesterday amid purple eggs flying off the rafters i researched
Parodie D Amour Of Austria Great Stars   who  has sired a bunch of pups all over europe  as far as i can tell...( not too far.. but i am working on it... have at  it guys...)  and there are 2 pups... in poland.. who look like they might fit in our bloodlines... -- i don't know where in poland.. but the breeder says she ships pups all teh time...  welllllll...... then there is judy with the husband pilot of delta-- who flys all over for free....  and likes to fly...
megan likes to fly too but has to pay....
so i am back at it....  there are companies in europe who specialie in  shipping animals  -- long ago i dealt wth"pet air"-- and then there is "puppies in flight" where  employees of airlines here donate thier time to transport pups all over   free of charge...so .. along with shots and papers... there is alot to figure out
i am on it.
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ONE YEAR AGO TODAY, KAYDET AND I MET. SINCE THAT DAY, MY LIFE HAS CHANGED SO MUCH FOR THE BETTER. I WAS IN SUCH A DARK HOLE AT THE TIME, JUST TRYING TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE DAY, JUST MOSTLY GOING THROUGH THE MOTIONS. KAYDET HAS HELPED PULL ME OUT OF THAT HOLE BY JUMPING IN WITH ME AND PUSHING ME OUT. SHE REALLY HAS! SHE HELPS BRING MY CONFIDENCE BACK. SHE HELPS EASE MY ANXIETY. SHE DEFINITELY HELPS KEEP ME VERTICAL, FIRST AND FOREMOST. WALKING IN A STRAIGHT LINE WITHOUT TRIPPING OR FALLING IS NOT MY GREATEST TALENT. WE'RE SO CLOSE AND HAVE COME A LONG WAY TO BECOME A VERY EFFECTIVE TEAM. YOU ABSOLUTELY CANNOT HAVE ONE OF US WITHOUT THE OTHER BECAUSE WE ARE STUCK LIKE GLUE! ❤ I'M SO GRATEFUL FOR THE DAY I HEARD BACK THAT SERVICE DOG PROJECT COULD HELP ME. AND I'M FOREVER GRATEFUL TO CARLENE, KAYDET'S TRAINERS, AND THE WHOLE CREW AT SERVICE DOG PROJECT TO HELP MAKE THIS HAPPEN. MY LIFE IS JUST BEAUTIFUL BRAND NEW BECAUSE OF EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THEM. I AM ALSO GRATEFUL TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR THEIR SUPPORT. KAYDET IS MY ROCK. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, GIRL
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THIS GIRL IS MY LOVE BUG. SHE NEVER LEFT MY SIDE AT THE HOSPITAL AND OR NOW WHILE AT HOME. WE ARE STILL SNUGGLED ALL IN TOGETHER. AS YOU SEE IN THE PHOTO I THINK SHE EVEN MISSED HER BROTHER OR VICE VERSA. I'M HAVING A SLOW RECOVERY BUT WILL GET THERE. ONE DAY AT A TIME AS I LIKE TO SAY. 
PIXIE HAS BEEN WORKING FULL TIME AT HOME DAY AND NIGHT HELPING ME AS MY LEGS ARE SUPER WEEK. SHE IS JUST AMAZING. MY BOYS GIGGLED WELL WE ALL DID CAUSE I HAVE HAD NUMBER CLOSE FALLS W HER AND SHE HAS SAVED EACH AND EVERY ONE ONE OF THEM AND WHEN SHE DOES AS I CATCH MY BALANCE AGAIN SHE LOOKS UP AT ME AND GIVES ME A BIG KISS CAUSE SHE KNOWS SHE DID A JOB WELL DONE. 
UNFORTUNATELY THE DAY WE CAME HOME I LET PIXIE OUT TO THE BATHROOM AND AS I WATCHING HER FROM INSIDE I TOOK A GOOD FALL. I BUMPED MY FACE AND SMASHED MY RIBS. LET'S SAY OUCH. 
PIXIE CAN SENSE SOMETHING IS REALLY OFF BUT SHE'S NOT TO BLAME CAUSE IF I HAD BEEN SITTING LIKE I SHOULD HAVE BEEN I WOULDN'T HAVE GOT HURT. SHE KNOWS I'M NOT FEELING WELL AND IS SNUGGLED TIGHT WITH ME AND KEEPS CHECKING ON ME. SHE SURE IS A VERY SPECIAL GIRL CAUSE EVEN WITH MY ONE FALL WITHOUT HER SHE HAS SAVED I COULDN'T EVEN COUNT HOW MANY THIS WEEK FROM ME HURTING MYSELF ANY FURTHER. SHE IS JUST AMAZING. 
OH I FORGOT AS WE WHERE LEAVING THE HOSPITAL ALL THE STAFF WAS SAYING GOODBYE TO PIXIE AND NOT ME. LOL..THEY WHERE ALL SO IMPRESSED WITH HER BEHAVIOR AND HOW ATTENTIVE SHE IS TO ME AN MY MY NEEDS. THEY WHERE SO AMAZED THAT SHE STAYED IN BED WITH ME JUMPED WHEN I WOULD GET UP TO HELP. NOT MIND ANYONE COMING TO ME AND DOING WHAT THEY NEEDED TO DO. SHE IS MY SWEET ANGEL!

PIXIE MY SHINING STAR