Thursday, July 29, 2021

JULY 29 2021

 so many people-- making. so many decisions i don't know about til after a fact...  is tough when someone asks me a question and i kmow alot of answers but not neccearrily the correct one.... but plenty to do running around behind them..

like why would verizon send a man here wwho was afraid of chickens .. which im,ediately got in his truck...which at the wrong mometn someone came downtehe driveway and asked why was i in teh verizon truck..
this mornig-- i have to take someoen to the eye doctor-- problem is... it is a horse and teh dr is in  n.h.-- the truck trailer is a fith wheel--not everyone is used to that...--i can drive it, back it etc... but staying aslweep on the highway i have to eat ice cream to stay awake-- so what i need is a volunteer who can dirve straight  on the highway. and i will do thebacking around...--at the moment i don't have a clue where i am to take the horse with the eye problem..-- it is to arrive here T 9:00 IN THE TRAILER.-- SOMEBODY 'S GONNA GET DRAFTED...i can not drive the highway long distances alone.. without ice cream...

 there is alot i could do if i had a phone like lynns.. and knew how to use it.  cerrtainly having her phone is not a problem- all it takesw is money and my ssa.   could cover that..
it is teh how to  that is so difficult. --and i don't argue gracefully--- i get into too many "why would they make a phone do that????? it is a generational thing-- i have an equally aged super compruter  friend who has let tech get ahead of him-- and now..like me... gets mad when he can  not tell if a computer is on and thinking .. or the on didn't catch-- i spend alot of time staring at my phone when in fact i haave a faulty index finger which requires 12 strikes to op4n..

having a person make a fool of you is  embarassing... but when a machine constantly has teh upper hand. it can be seriously  discouraging.   doing a repetative thing qand expecting different results is the landmark of insanity.. right... well i am put there dqily as i "swipe your index  finger to open " -- for the ninth timel
maybe i should use my third  bird flipping finger.-  

there is also a factor of  remembering the phone is so #$%^&*() CAPABLE NOW--  LOOK UP HORSE EYE SURGEONS IN NEW HAMPSHIRE..... THERE CAN'T BE THAT MANY,, CONCEPT IWS GOOD... IF YOU GET ALL TEH SPELLING RIGHT. 
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IT CERTAINLY IS TEH DAY OF TEH SPECIALIST.  I CAN NOT IMAGING SPENDING YOUR LIFE PERFECTING STANDING. ON YOU HEAD-- OR HAVING PARENTS WHO COUDL RECOGNIZE THE SPECIAL GENIUS  THAT SPECIALIZING REQUIRES..   AS A PARENT -- AND A MATH TYOE... I WOUL DHAVE TO GO FOR THE PERCENTAGES OF SUCCESS-- AND WHAT DO YOU DO IF YOU DON'T MAKE THE OLYMPICS GOLD..?? --- OR  ALL THE KIDS GETTING  SCHLORSHIPS TO PLAY FOOTBALL  WHO THEN DON'T MAKE THE  NFL?   ESPECIALLY THOSE WITH HEAD INJURIES FROM PLAYING  FOOTBALL IN THE FIRST PLACE,...

WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO IF YOU DON'T "MAKE IT".   GETS SAID TO ME CONSTANTLY--  BEING A FARM ON THE OUT  SKIRTS OF CIVILIZATION HAS IIT'S PERILS... BUT THANKS TO GEORGE AND DAISY-- AND 190 OTHERS...THAT PROVES WE HAVE MADE IT--  SO JUST KEEP DOING WHAT YOU ARE DOING AND LET THE PAPERWORK PILE UP FOR SOMEONE ELSE TO STRUGGLE OVER.-  I HAVE BEEN IN JAIL BEFORE----  THEY  WANTED TO GET RID OF ME SO FAST THEY GAVE ME A RIDE HOME  AFTER I ACCUMULATED MY $20 BAIL...

SPLITITIG THE WEB BETWEEN SDP AND CRAZY ACRES IS VERY LOGICAL-- BUT THE MECHANICAL DETAILS NEED HELP... LIKE TEH DONATION OF  CHICKEN BRICKS.  PROJECT GOT LEFT OFF  THE WEBS...  

BELIEVE ME IT IS STILL THERE AND FUNCTIONING. AND IN NEED OF SUPPORT BECUSE SUNDAY IS TEH SHATTING...BETWEEN OUR CZA WEB BEING SHUT DOWN--- VERIZON  DYING BECAUSE OF SOM CAR ACCIDENT/WIRE COMPLICTION... ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE FINDING  A WAY TO THE CHICKEN BRICK PROGRAM
BLESS YOU.. I THINK THE LINK UNDER MY SIGNATURE WORKS
I THINK WE HAVE LESS THAN 200 TO GO TO GET TEH  2100 SOLD OUT THAT WE USUALLY DO... TEH PURPLE FLYING EGG DIVISION IS ALREADY ATTACHED MAKING THE %  WRONG. 

COMPLICATION WAS CZA IS NOT A CHARITY-- AND IT MUST CLEARLY STATE TEH DONATIONS ARE  100%. FOR SDP--AS THEY HAVE ALWAYS BEEN...
YOU KNOW.........
I HAVE FOUND THAT -- WITH  CLASSIC, RESPONSIBLE PEOPLE  THEIR WORD IS AS GOOD AS ANY SIGNATURE, AS I HOPE MINE IS. I AM GONNA DO WHAT I'M GONNA DO. I SEE SOME INTERESTING CHALLANGES AHEAD- AND WITH A BIT OF LUCK, I WILL GET LYNN TO DO THEM WHILE I SIT AROUND.... 
MAYBE ON MY HORSE.