jan 23 2023

Jan 23 2023

It's morning and I have a lot of things to do today and I will get to them just as soon as I can remember what they are. Right beside my left ear wedged onto the wall behind a surge bar there are six papers some of them even plasticized.. which have all the passwords the locations and things that I'm supposed to remember and I just plain can't... I can't even find a normal phone number in this mass... and if I did using my cell phone as a phone is sometimes more difficult than I can process either.

I'll give you another clue about getting old is ------you get tired of failing.. as in doing the same thing over and over again expecting to succeed.. of course with the short term memory you can't remember the fact you just did that two seconds ago.  as you age you find they're just plain is not enough expletive words of proper volume—or I at least Never learned enough expletive words from drunken sailors to properly demonstrate my current exposure to technology. I should have spent more time with sailors known to imbibe. Jesus

 

I was a well paid significant computer expert when things were all black and white ,,  now there's another problem ----vocabulary-   used to be if you avoided politics and religion you were pretty safe----- now there's a whole vocabulary of words which will bring down  the rath of the  prudence committee made-up of Internet experts.   every day that delivers mail I hold mail call at about 4:00 o'clock... where I read whatever mail I get ---and so help me there are days when  I have to skip over words in letters that I get for fear of being shut down by the

group of people who fear the prudence committee.. fear is  marketable....\

 

even though ( going back to paragraph one) age should allow me free expression, I bite my tongue and smile and mentally think...... Foff.. ( that is a word  in my vocabulary)