MAR 3-4 2018

between my phone telling  people i am the university of mass. calling,  this computer thinking i am janine jacques,  and paypal not delivering the moneny  for that pup in germany, and teh baNK REFUSING ME ACCESS BECAUSE IT NEVER HEARD OF ME--- OR THE SCHOOL I WENT TO OR THE STREET I LIVED ON   ETC...-- IT IS BAD... . I CERTAINLY AM TECH CHALLANGED... I EVEN HAD TROUBLE WORKING THE HEATING BLANKET YESTERRDAY. HAVING NO ELECTRICITY At 2am yesterday GAVE ME A SLIGHT APPRECIATION FOR BEING BLIND - COMBINED WITH A SHORT TERM MEMORY   I DIDN'T DARE PUT ANYTHING DOWN  BECAUSE I WOULD FORGET WHERE I PUT IT...  IF I GO BLIND, I  WILL HAVE TO WEAR THAT FISHING VEST I OWN WITH ALL THE POCKETS-- I CAN SEE IT WOULD BE A VERY SERIOUS PRROBLEM... I HAVE A PERFECTLY GOOD SYSTEM OF A 5 X 7 INDEX CARD FOLDED IN THIRDS WITH ALL THE DAYS NOTES ON IT-- I HAVE SHOE BOXES OF THOSE THAT GO BACK YEARS....  AND I LOST YESTERDAY'S  THE WOMAN IN GERMANY- FOR SOME REASON  RETURNED TEH PAYPAL PMT...AND WANTS PMT WITH CC - WELL YOU KNOW TH PROBLEMS I HAVE WITH THAT BANK-- I9 HAVE TRANSFERRED MONEY TO  MY PAYPAL ACCOUNT WHICH HAS GONE TO GERMANY AND BACK NOW ASS  TEH COMMENT "FEW DAYS TO CLEAR"  AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS WHERE. ***** HOW BAD IS IT???? WE ARE STILL GETTING BLUE APRON MEALS  FOR 8 PEOPLE  EFVERY SATURDAY EVEN THO THEY TOLD ME 2 WEEKS AGO THAT MY CC DIDN'T WORK...  SO I HAVE LITTLE FAITH... *** NEWS     WE HAE 2 CP'S FROM OHIO HERE HELPIONG-- AND ELIJAH IS IN THE  GUEST HOUSE WITH MARTINA...-- AND ALL THE ON CAMERA CP'S WERE UPSET ABOTU REESE VOMITING....  COULD BE SHE HAS A PROBLEM... BUT ... IN MY MIND, HER PUPS ARE BEGINNING TO BE OF TEH AGE/SIZE... WHERE A MOMMY WOLF WOUDL GO HUNTING, TEHN COME BACK AND VOMIT UP THE CONTENTS OF HER TUMMY AS A PRE-DIGESTED MEAL FOR THE YOUNG PUPS..  IT IS THE WAY OF TEH WILD WORLD... AND THIS COUDL BE A HANGOVER FROM THAT INSTINCDT  -- WE WILL WATCH, BUT.... I HAVE SEEN THIS MENY TIMES BEFORE... SHE HAS NO RTMEP[... IS EATING AND DRINKING FINE.... FEELS NORMAL...  BOOOOOB CHECK NORMAL ---  PROBABLY A NORMAL TOSSING OF THE BREAKFRAST...   I BELIEVE... AT ANY AGE ... IF A DOG HEARS THE VOMITING NOISE THEY RUSH TO SEE IF TEHY CAN EAT WHA THE OTHER GUY IS THROWING UP..   THAT GAGGING NOISE  IS REPLICATED BY OUR 5 GALLON WATER COOLER-- AND I ALSO JUMP AT IT'S UNEXPECTED NOISE... **** WE NEED TO HAVE  A MORE IMMEDIATE RESPONSE TO REPETATIVE BARKING----I HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO ONE FOR THE PAST 10 MINUTES .. 4 PEOPLE WERE HERE DRINKING COFFEE  AND IT  DIDN'T REGISTER WITH THEM-- WE ARE SECONDS AWAY FROM THE NEIGHBOR CALLING... IT IS SUNDAY MORNING... **** TEH BEST NEWS IS-- THIS IS SHATUPON SUNDAY AND WE SOLD TEH 2100 BRICKS( WHICH PAY TEH PAYROLL) 2 DAYS EARLY AND HAVE A FEW  IN TEH PURPLE EGG SECTION  WHICH CAN  RE - UMPH THE FUN FUND- BECAUSE OUR MAIL CALL MONEY WAS "SIGNIFICANT"  FOR THE OTHER EXP[ENSES THIS MONTH. ****** I HAVE NO FUN CUT AND PASTE TODAY--  :( ***