I HAVE SO MUCH TO WORRY ABOUT--- IT IS HARD TO KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN-- THINGS 
LIKE 
WHO IS  MAYBE IN HEAT (? NOEL? )AND WHERE IS SHE (IN THE GIRLS DORM INTHE 
LAUNDRY BLDG) AND OF COURSE-- WHO-- IN HER VACINITY-- HAS TESTICLES AND KNOWS 
HOW TO USE THEM...
THINGS LIKE THAT--- PLANNED PARENTHOOD FOR PUPPIES--
NEVER OCCURRED TO ME THAT I HAD TO KEEP MY EYE ON THE SILVERWARE-- TALK 
ABOUT POPULATION EXPLOSION !
A LOOOONG TIME AGO--- BACK IN THE 1980'S  I HAD 4 KNIVES 4 FORKS 4 SPOONS-- 
AND SINCE TOM HAD GIVE N UP THE MEDICAL OFFICE, I HAD 2 LOVELY STAINLESS STEEL 
HOLDERS-- WITH WEIGHTED BOTTOMS-- WHICH COULD CONTAIN THE ENTIRE SILVERWARE 
COLLECTION . IT WAS A LONG TIME SINCE THEY HELD THE PAP SMEAR'S VAGINAL 
SPECULUMS FOR WHICH THEY WERE ORIGIONALLY DESIGNED.
  RECYCLING AT IT'S BEST
 NOW 25 YEARS LATER THOSE 2  SPECULUM  HOLDERS ARE JOINED BY 6 OTHER LESS 
EFFICIENT  JARS, AND CUPS  AND THEY ARE ALL OVERFLOWING-----PARTICULARLY  WITH 
SPOONS
THERE IS SOMETING HERE I DO NOT UNDERSTAND.
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THERE IS SOOOO MUCH GOING ON
THE ENVELOPES ARRIVED FROM ULINE- WHEREVER THEY ARE--- I SWEAR YOU CAN GET 
STUFF DELIVERED UPS  IN LESS TIME THAN IT TAKES TO LOCATE THE CAR KEYS TO GO 
SHOPPING.
ALL 300 POUNDS OF ENVELOPES AND ADVIL... NOW STORED IN WHAT IS TO BECOME 
"THE CALENDAR ROOM"-- NOT TO BE CONFUSED WITH AN OVERFLOW ROOM-- OF WHICH WE 
HAVE MANY
THE WAY I SEE IT IS TO ADDRESS THE THINGS IN FRONT OF THE FIRE  PLACE ON 
THAT GRANITE SLAB WHICH ALSO SERVES AS THE BEEF PROCESSING STATION.
FIRE IS WARMING.
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WHICH BRINGS UP A VERY SIGNIFICANT DISCUSSION.
ANNE- WHO HAS MANAGED THE ENTIRE EXPLORE.ORG  PROJECT-IS STRUGGLING TO -- 
SHE CALLS IT UPGRADE-- AND SHE HAS A POINT.... WHAT SHE MEANS IS LAUNDRY HANGING 
ON EVERY HORIZONTAL SURFACE IS NOT WHAT THE  PUBLIC EXECTS TO SEE IN A FIRST 
RATE OPERATION..
AND GEORGE SPENT 1/2 HOUR LAST NIGHT ON THE PHONE SAYING ABOUT THE SAME 
THING-- FUNCTIONALLITY IS NOT ALWAYS SUFFICIENT.
THE BUDGET THEY ASKED ME TO PUT TOGETHER IS BEYOND OUR WILDEST 
DREAMS--- 
DO NOT GET ME WRONG--- THE MONEY IS A WONDERFUL THING-- IT MAKES THINGS 
WORK--
HOWEVER... EVEN MORE IMPORTANT THAN  MONEY IS THAT THE VOLUNTEERS ENJOY 
COMING HERE AND WORKING.  I COULD NOT DO THIS ALONE.----  PERIOD.   
SO I WALK A TIGHTROPE WITHOUT KNOWING WHO'S HOLDING EITHER END.
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IN THE MUDDLING ON  DEPARTMENT
EVERYONE IS MAD---( NO NOT ANGRY...MAD) AT THE SITUATION #60 IS IN-- AND I 
JUST HEARD THERE IS A GROUP WHO HAVE BEEN PLAYING GRAB A 
TAIL  which totally explains teal's behavior.  the 
fact that the staff did not notice or think it was anything besides kids will be 
kids.... has me about to fly.  
anne has offered to drive me up to their school next week-- 
maybe megan too....
my instincts are dreadful-- left to my own devices i would 
love to grab some teacher's backside in the hall and see how she responds.. i 
bet she would jump too--- and be nervous...
anne better go on this one..
actually ann nadeau ( teacher retired-- considered flying up 
from florida to  join the melee)
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 WE DO NOT HAVE ANYONE SIGNED UP FOR 
OVERNIGHT TONIGHT-- CHAOS PUPS ARE REALLY BEYOND THE NORMAL CONCERN-- YOU CAN 
NEVER  GUARD AGAINST THE FREAK ACCIDENT...  BUT MOXIE'S PUPS COULD STAND ANOTHER 
WEEK OF OBSERVATION
AND--- TODAY  I THINK WE CAN START THE GOATS MILK ON A SPOON ROUTINE- 
EARLINE MIGHT BE HERE-- SHE IS OUR EXPERT- SHE CERTAINLY WILL BE HERE 
TOMORROW..  I NEED TO SET THE CHAOS PUP FEEDING TIME  MAYBE 10 ...12... 4:00 FOR 
THE CAMEA PEOPLE.
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COMPUTER PROJECT IS TO GE THE CALENDER INFO OFF PAYPAL WITH ADDRESSES  SO 
THE ENVELOPE ADDRESSING CAN BEGIN.. 
PAYPAL WILL PRINT Address labels-- but they don't seem to fit this 
applicaton
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and i am marking the new deagle house so the raised beds  and doors can be 
put together.